Your finally starting to feel like home !
When I came back home I was disorientated lost i felt the city was moving too fast not decent river in sight i missed Central America the first day I was back.
Then I moved out of my apartment back home and it was an empty canvas and i didn’t even have a mattress to make things worst. No television only my imac and no Internet class was starting in a couple of days. Being in this room use to bore me to tears so as I always do ,the heavy whiskey drinking started back up started going out every other night.
Then that night happen the one where new little ol me gets into a fist fight with a man and loose, but also met my love! Sometimes you have to fall pretty hard, in my case literally on my face to learn that you just cant bend over and get fucked by this world. So i grabbed it by the balls !
Anyways this was suppose to be about my cave, after i found my poppa started painting and settling in and it will never be my old apartment, theirs less cum on these walls…. but it does feel like home
xoxo……….. - -Rehabilitated crazy girl
