Story time: bad dates/awkward positions/ and deceit
Oh today, the girl that i thought had it all and aspired to be like at 29 ……story is alittle shady. From the outside looking in everything looks fine but when you start looking deeper it’s far more ugly.
Here I am miss almost souless never thought I’d take an infedelity issue so personal. I always figured If your not what I want, I’m not going to sneak around hunting behind your back. Things get alittle more complicated when your not a little 21 year old like me. So let’s name her oxana I always like that name. She is 28 lives in the finicial district. Married, husbands job title is unknown. They Have 3 apartments in the city and hey the guy seems pretty loving cool older guy that works out & parties. When she’s around him she she seems happy materialistically he gives her the world. He helps her fill out her stupid ideas, silly hobbies and projects. They have a son together and even though he is an older man he spends a lot of time with the kid. She never gave me the details on their sex life but how bad could it be !
After class we meet up for cocktails, I am probably the youngest girl in the room which I don’t mind. Everyone has a suit on there are more men than women at this bar it’s one of these after work drinking spots on a Thursday. Next thing I know she has me on a double date that I did not sign up for ! Just to make things even more weird the guy I’m on a “date” with is an Arab man that works in midtown exactly what I dread I’m 21 does that sound like any fun and he definitely was not cute. Then her date is a trinidadian photographer that use to work with the the guy but he quit the corporate world. Sounds more like my type , this whole time I’m like what is going on this woman is married. We walk around the bar and all these black guys are obsessed with her she’s Asian go figure.
We ditch this place and to go have dinner we order the world at Qi had a couple more cocktails and the conversation at the table was not bad at all , for a bunch of strangers put in an awkward position or was that just me ?
Dinner ended she paid with her husbands credit card and we left. I tried to run away get to Williamsburg as fast as I possibly could I had a lot on my mind. I asked her about it and she said oh him , I’m just fucking him I’ll never leave my Husband. That line kept replaying in my head.
I came to the conclusion that I could never do it and I would never be that girl.
I feel she picked materialistic items and a lifestyle over happiness and serenity and a sense of feeling content and full with life, she will continue living this lifestyle till he finds out…. Which he won’t because she’s far too slick.
