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my history :

I come from a small family who emigrated from El Salvador during the civil war. My father passed when I was young he met my mom because he got lost on his way to Cuba. Where he was going to be trained extensively for the guerilla because Fidel Castro was aiding the rebels to be trained for war. For a long time the members of my family have included my mom, brother, and grandmother. The Carter Administration’s decided to provide military assistance to El Salvador’s army despite continuing repression of opposition groups here. In the end about 75,000 people died as result of the civil war between 1980 and 1992. It was a brutal war some of the most noted killings were when they killed a priest Romero while he gave mass. Also the murders of 6 Jesuit priest and 4 American nuns that were raped and murdered. The united states poured millions of dollars into this war. Most of these people were simply civilians in the wrong place at the wrong time. Whether the US was right or wrong in supplying aid to the government of El Salvador is an issue still being debated today. Did the US really know about the thousands of unarmed civilians being killed?

heavy rotation

& everybody knows it

time should’nt be wasted
unless
your forced
not by a person with fist blood sweat and tears
but like stupid stupid situations that happen in this world
that also does not include blood love !
i am sad
because u cant get out
& your more than willing to run down the hole with a smile on
i learned you cant get discouraged by anyone or anything
you just have to keep on your path
and if they try it just run & and ignore
like a gypsy !
because your gold.
in due time the rose colored glasses will come off
and you’ll see clear as day
you wont need me or anyone one to shove it in your face
and have bloody fights
proving nonsense
ignoring the obvious is a vicious circle

the drive to create

The drive to create cannot be parked.
You get in that creative vehicle and go, go, go!!!
The materials connect, the direction clear.
Caught in a creative whirlpool.
Sucked in, time flattens.
Destiny’s destination reached.

Winter Wonderland

Your finally starting to feel like home !

When I came back home I was disorientated lost i felt the city was moving too fast not decent river in sight i missed Central America the first day I was back. Then I moved out of my apartment back home and it was an empty canvas and i didn’t even have a mattress to make things worst. No television only my imac and no Internet class was starting in a couple of days. Being in this room use to bore me to tears so as I always do ,the heavy whiskey drinking started back up started going out every other night. Then that night happen the one where new little ol me gets into a fist fight with a man and loose, but also met my love! Sometimes you have to fall pretty hard, in my case literally on my face to learn that you just cant bend over and get fucked by this world. So i grabbed it by the balls ! Anyways this was suppose to be about my cave, after i found my poppa started painting and settling in and it will never be my old apartment, theirs less cum on these walls…. but it does feel like home

xoxo……….. - -Rehabilitated crazy girl

A glimpse

The plateau

Hi nice too meet you
I kinda hate you
A year after the madness I’m tired and i can say that this numbers okay
I can live with you & live with myself
And if the lazy girl starts crawling back I shall beat her with a pot !
Creepy Crawler killer
-Rehabilitated crazy girl

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FOX

I’ve learned

I’ve learned a lot the past couple months about sex Sex was always such a easy part of my life in the past. New body new game….. when feelings get involved animal sex isn’t enough there has to be something else. When the clawing and old techniques didn’t work i PANICKED ! My head wasn’t really into it i was doing all the things i use to with someone i cared about i wasn’t fulling engaging. Ive learned to connect physically and mentally theres so much more out there than animal sex, i hope you get to experience it too

Girl Crush: Sana Sadiq

I’ve had a crush on this girl for years , too bad she lives in london !

1:38am | Thoughts before bed.

themovementsmoving:

It seems to be the nature of things. It always starts out light hearted, and fun, and feels good. But then over time things slowly become serious. Everything is like that; relationships, hobbies, sex, conversations, even life; as a child you’re light hearted and fun and you feel good but, as you get older you slowly become…serious. 

fuck that.

-rip

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