


^ Girl i know what you mean i get really bad anxiety doing hair sometimes.
* i mean i just haven’t worked in so long.
^ i was taking these anti anxiety pills all week they are amazing
* what color are they?
^ white & peach
^ the fucking…worlds ending
* omg i know
^ fuck girl I’ve been in a love rut my whole twenty first year of life
* no girl
^ yes girl
* well girl he was high , he was rushing , best of all he was a schizo
^ lmao
* men just think they can get all the pleasure in the world.
But no we have to have all the pleasure.
i don’t know what you said to me when i was a little girl at the mall crying over a boy but I’ll never forget it.
^ omg when did we trade places
* ha i don’t know girl
i haven’t fucked in two weeks . I’m masterbating twice a day i have to find something normal to wear to work .
like what gives my vagina the right to have a mind of its own
that crazy bitch needs to chill out
^ lmao* i mean my numbers getting higher & i have to start recycling lovers.

I’m still Licking bags to get my ups I’ve gotten 3 proposals since I left home And none have left me impressed It’s getting much harder to say no And even harder to say yes I’m writing cause I miss you And I’m writing cause I’m stuck All these strangers all around me They don’t seem to …give a fuck And I’m tired of sleeping in strange beds And I’ve done more than you allow I’ve had enough of jetsetting And I want to come back now
Clever liar, foolin’ us all
Never thought I’d work it out
Now there’s nothin’ to say, cause there’s no words
And we’re not talkin’ anyhow
If it was so fine, it was so good
Oh you’re unbelievable
All this time I’ve been living without you boy
But not your lyin’
It felt so good, the world don’t know
Now they’ll never find out
How all these years she must’ve been beside you boy
Don’t forget that I
Was the one that you found
And if I know you
You’ll find me someplace new
We’re a waste of time
So stop your crying
Day after day, year after year
Far too long it lasted
You must have thought I was nothing without you boy
Don’t forget that I
And tonight, if we learn that the world’s on fire
I guess I’ll turn to you
I hope I never, I hope I never have to
I fail to find
So hard to find
And I can’t find a way for you and I to go far..
I’m always learning things the hard, hard, hardest way.


the worst is over now and i can breathe again !
inside i was screaming , reaching for my future but they kept trying to take it away and i became a kitty again like in my past life.
There is so much left to learn and im excited for it but just before that i want some drugs stronger than my being
the long-term outlook isnt looking that cloudy anymore .
-Peggyfuckingsue,the girl that use to write.








these must be the most stressful days of my life i want it to be sunday so i can reward myself with a hard fuck beach with boo biggest dick i’ve ever had frozen blue margaritas my friends and then my birthday . End of stress july about stuff i cant mention on here oops for once ! This weekend im doing a good deed for my people, my country has had alot of natural disasters and wars so theres this law & they have 60 days to sign up for it or they are out of it. My god mother is a lawyer so im going to help all these Salvadoriean send the application to immigration good deed of the year .
xxx
oh god this look cher









this up Here is a remix ,download link the original, my favorite song:
MP3: Voltage – All Night Long (Radio Edit)

Sitting on a hillside
Watching all the people die
I’ll feel much better on the other side
I’ll thumb a ride
I believe in magic
Why, because it is so quick
I don’t need power when I’m hypnotized
Look in my eyes
What are you seeing (I see…)
How do you feel?
(…you)
I feel real phony when my name is phil
Or was that bill?
Life goes on here
Day after day
I don’t know if I am living or if i’m
Supposed to be
Sometimes my life is so eerie
And if you think I’m happy
Paint me (white)(yellow)
I’ve been here once
I’ve been here twice
I don’t know if the third’s the fourth or if the -
The fifth’s to fix
Sometimes I deal with numbers
And if you wanna count me
Count me out
I don’t need the time of day
Anytime with me’s ok
I just don’t want you using up my time
‘cause that’s not right
They’re locking them up today
They’re throwing away the key
I wonder who it’ll be tomorrow, you or me?
We’re all normal and we want our freedom





















photos by : drugstorecowboy

The emotional, sexual, and psychological stereotyping of females begins when the doctor says, “It’s a girl.” ~Shirley Chisholm

But if there is a state where the soul can find a resting-place secure enough to establish itself and concentrate its entire being there, with no need to remember the past or reach into the future, where time is nothing to it, where the present runs on indefinitely but this duration goes unnoticed, with no sign of the passing of time, and no other feeling of deprivation or enjoyment, pleasure or pain, desire or fear than the simple feeling of existence, a feeling that fills our soul entirely, as long as this state lasts, we can call ourselves happy, not with a poor, incomplete and relative happiness such as we find in the pleasures of life, but with a sufficient, complete and perfect happiness which leaves no emptiness to be filled in the soul. (Rousseau 1979)
its the hottest week in new york
if it gets hotter or more humid than this we will all surely melt.
I got a tan from a Short walk to the bank !
There is a playground by my apartment and nobody was out Not a kid not an Old Soul
Tomorrow is suppose to be 100 deg. & me and my bestfriend j
have decided to go the beach & swim some in the ocean & grill some meat .
I am phoneless & cardless (stupid zoom bag i made) lost it on 4th of july.
I liked this morning not waking up because of some assholes bbm/ all these ways to get in contact with moi.
but i only think i can only do it til next day deliver gets here ;)
For today i liked having a clear chain of thought,i want to go away somewhere soon !